wayne, ken, bernie.

probably one of the toughest weeks i've had in a very long time.
this week i lost two family members in three days. it all happened so fast, i could not even make it home for the funerals, which were held friday and saturday. this is the very very worst thing with living so far from home.

i get so fucking isolated during times like these. thankfully i've spoken with everyone quite a lot. it helps but it's not like being there, in their presence. i miss them all so much.